Jayvell Villota

Update: 7th March 2010

2010-03-07T22:30:00.005Z

Oh, Hello again! -- I'm sorry that I've not been on here for a while, I did notice that I've not updated this blog for sometime now, so I thought I should come and explain the reason of my absence and at least give you the load-down of what I've been up to lately.

As you already know, I kind of stopped blogging as bad events kept occurring,kind of making me loose entire interest in discussing about what was going on in my life because all of it was bad; But that's all in the past now, and pushed to the back of my mind, also, if you haven't noticed I have cleared my blog of all the 'bad happenings' of which happened in the past 2 years, so you don't have to worry about going through any dramatic & traumatic experiences with me.

On a good note; I've started going on SecondLife again, although I am balancing that with other things, such as my developing and playing other Online Games...
If you didn't know: I've been a bit of an MMORPG fanatic for the past few years, since Rappelz got me back to being interested in them in late '06, so I won't be entirely dedicating my life on SL as I used to, not for now anyway... I'm kind of trying to quit Rappelz, but that is kind of hard when you've made an awful amount of good friends, so yeah... We'll see how that goes.

Anyway... I have also been working on a book for the past year or so, I'll be explaining more about that later, along with posting up the first two chapters after I go through it and completely revamp it; But any who, the book is a semi-fictional story about two girls who get caught up in the dark future of London after the Government had failed the people of their country, after parliament had fallen, turning the whole of the United Kingdom into a dark, dangerous country, all the good people removed, if not, only a handful remaining, and both of the girls happen to be a piece of that handful... It's a really upsetting story, one which I believe is an exact mirror of what the future of England will look like.

I already have the two chapters of the story on various sites, such as Facebook and MySpace, but they've yet to be revamped, plus they only have limited access; so only my friends can read through them, and I am not willing to open up either of the accounts as I have many other things on those sites which I wish to keep disclosed from the Public... But I promise to release the revamped version of the two chapters after they're finished, but do note that I still have to focus on other chapters as well as these two, though.

But I think that is all for now, I don't believe there's really anything else to write here at this time, so I shall conclude my posting later on, when there's actually something to talk about, instead of just updating readers on what I've been up to.

On that note; I bid you farewell, until we meet again, reader.

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Second Life: Jayvell Villota
Sign-Up: 30th April 2007
Sign-Up: 14th March 2004 (Original)
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Tari ...

2008-09-23T09:21:00.003+01:00

Again, I am sorry for not updating my blog much lately; I have been going through a lot lately with my angel Tari in hospital, she was referred to the hospital earlier this month as she fell into a coma after attempting suicide by overdosing on sleeping pills and anti-depressants. Here's the full story...

Tari:
The 13th of September was the worst day ever this year, as the one who I love more than anyone else in this world was sent into hospital, after falling into a coma in affect of overdosing on sleeping pills & anti-depressants, she said that she could no cope with everything right now, with me, with work, with all the stuff that was clouding up her vision... And it's very easy to see why she wanted to overdose, because she wanted to be free from all the frustration and stress from it all... She is still in hospital right this very moment, still unable to speak or open her eyes, but her body patterns were said to be slowly getting back to how they should be. The doctors had said that the sleeping pills she overdosed on are still in affect and will take a while to wear off. But in the long-run she will be fine physically...
The day before Tari did an overdose she said she was thinking about something very long & hard on, but she wouldn't explain what she was thinking on to me or my sister Rosanne, but we can only guess that what happened on the 13th was a result of the day before...
Tari has never done anything such as this in her life, she's never thought about suicide, and I've never seen her depressed before, until earlier this year when things started to screw up...

She was feeling all sorts of emotions, as was I, as there were a lot of complications involving various things, that appeared to of revolved around me... Which kind of made me really upset and sad, because I want her to be happy, not upset or in-pain.
And this whole expierance of her being in hospital has changed me a lot, because I don't want to loose her, I've known her since I was born (as our parents were the best of friends in their childhood)...

I visit Tari in the hospital everyday for as long as I possibly can, and when I am there I keep saying things to her, things that I've always wanted to tell her but couldn't put them into words.

A large majority of people who know myself & Tari know how much I love her and that I want to never loose her, as she does for me ... But things have been getting in the way of the both of us, making it really hard for the two of us to get through things... It's a constant battle of emotions to live lately it seems, everything is just going over the top and unable to get through.

Just reccently the two oldest people in my family passed away (Great-Grandad Fred & Great-Grandad Dennis) and I'm not letting Tari be the next to go in such a short time... When I say this, and I speak the truth; I love Tari with all that I am, all my heart, all my soul, if she were ever to vanish from my life, I would not hesitate to pick up a knife and slit my throat and lay in a pile of blood, thinking to myself how much life meant to me when Tari was with me. -- I know it's a bit over the top & very emo of me, but that's how I feel, Tari means the whole meaning of existance to me, she's always been there, through all the hard times, through all the good times. I am not ready to loose her, infact, I'll NEVER be ready to loose her, because I want to live a happy life with her, as long as we're together I will be over the moon with joy.

After Tari is out of Hospital, I'm going to do something very special for her, I'm going to use all the money I've saved (even though very little) over the years and make her dreams of going to Paris & Japan come true -- She loves Paris & Japan, and says it would be a dream come true if she could visit those places... So I want to do that to show her that I'm willing to do anything to make her happy, and that I don't want to see her in these conditions... I love her so damn much that it kills me to see her like this... And now I know how she feels when I'm in these kind of states, and I am going to change that by getting help and getting my body fixed and put back into working order how it should be... Because the neither of us are ready to split apart, we've lived through hell together, and now we want to live through heaven together, and enjoy all that life has to offer...

I Love Tari so damn much!! -- I hope that she will get better soon.. I love her, and want to make her see how much I love her.

Thanks for Reading... I'm sorry if it was too much, it's just what I wanted to get out of my system...

xx Jamie~

Update on Jamie's Second & First Life

2008-08-20T16:57:00.003+01:00

Well, it has been a while since I last updated my blog, as I have been busy a lot with numerous things, anyway, this post should explain nearly everything, I hope.

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Part 1: Land Screw-ups

Since my Last post I've been busy with my friends on Sim & Estate projects inside SL, of which didn't go as planned; General Yiyuan was informed by Winkler Burt about 1/2 a sim for sale at L$10,000 (16,000 sq.m at L$5000 each).
So, when General told me about this I was instantly on location and in awe at the price, and I bought the first 16,000 sq.m, as we were worried someone else might come and buy it right in front of us, then we waited for General's friend Gord to login to buy the other half, and when he did buy the other half we linked both of the parcels together.

All was well until the tier came, but we worked through that as Ike (TheEvil Chemistry) was able to pay that tier, though, with help of my SL-Wife, and we were OK after that.

HOWEVER, some things went wrong as the Estate took advantage of their management over the simulation, technically it was against the TOS what they had done.
They changed the covenant without warning us, and so from there they basically scammed & screwed us over, before they edited the covenant it was in full English and also allowed Subdividing, Joining & Selling land inside the sim.
And as we were struggling to pay full tier for them, we attempted to sell the parcels instead, 512 sq.m bit by bit.

And when we had finished that we decided to log out and go to bed.

The next day, we had found all our land was gone, and they reclaimed ownership. They claimed that they had not changed the covenant, when they clearly had.

But this had really pissed us off because they were being really bitchy towards us. Even the land my friend Julian bought was taken (he had no part of the projects we were doing), which was also messed up as they didn't warn anybody about it.

Anyway, we got over that over a few days, we reported them and such, but that's as far as we went. After we decided not to buy any land and only keep land that was necessary, such as my little plot in Saint Clair (Which is my store).

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Part 2: Hospital (Warning: Many people may not want to know this, if you are one of these people, then skip this part)

After all the crap that happened with all the land stuff, some other problems came up; I had to be transferred to Hospital for an operation to be done -- I was bleeding irregularly, at first I thought that it was my period, but I didn't stop bleeding on & off for a few days so I decided to get it checked out, I had a doctor look around and do some tests, and they were not sure what the problem was, so I went to the hospital to get it checked and they confirmed that there was a tear inside of my vagina, and that they would need to operate on me by stitching it up and cleaning it out to stop any infections, they also wanted to do some more to me, but I wasn't really paying attention to the details.
Anyway, I went to the Hospital on Sunday the 10th of August and my operation was over within 4 hours, my sister Tari kept my friends updated on what was happening. I myself wasn't really worried about the operation as much as I thought I would be, the surgeons were really calm and kind and kept me relaxed, but after the operation I was worried about staying in the Hospital as I am really paranoid and scared of being left alone in a public place, but I was OK for the first night as Tari stayed with me, she put together two chairs and used them as a place to sleep next to me, but the second night I only had my laptop to keep me company as Tari had to go home to get some rest as she had to do some important things the next day, I was really scared going to sleep because I kept thinking about many things that could happen, but after a while I was able to sleep as Disco stayed with me throughout the night, so I was sort of calm, but still worried. I demanded to go home the day before hand, regardless of what the hospital wanted, and I explained to the hospital why I wanted to go home, and they decided that it would be a good idea for me to get better faster, as stress/worry seems to slow down your bodies healing system or something, so they phoned up Tari and she came and took me home as soon as I woke up, which was in the afternoon, and Tari stayed there till I woke up so I felt safe again. Before we headed off the doctors wanted to do several last tests on me, which didn't take very long, about 10 - 20 minutes, then the doctors told me to rest as soon as I got home and not to do anything too active, which is very easy for me, as the only things that seem to do anything active now-a-days are my hands and my brain (And of-course all that internal anatomy crap *Shudder*).

Anyway, I'm all better now, it stings a lot whenever I need to go to the bathroom, but they had said that would happen over the next few weeks. But all is good, I found it kind of exciting to be honest, although frightening.

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The rest of the stuff that happened throughout the period since my last post were all random and I can't really put any of it to words.

However, that's near enough all the important(?) stuff that had happened since!

Thanks for Reading.

English Grammar Stories

2008-07-23T04:17:00.002+01:00

I am fairly sure that I am not the only person that has dealt someone like the person I encountered a few days ago, because there are many other people such as this one in the world ... Anyway, you will understand what I mean after reading this.

The other day I came across a middle-aged woman from the United States, and I was minding my own business talking to my friends as she was minding her business talking to hers, until randomly she walked up to me and accused me of not typing the English-language correctly... Here's the exact quote from her, that she said in voice chat; "Excuse me, Jayvell, here in America we do not type or speak the way you do, I really think that you need to learn how to speak English before speaking this language, the way you are talking is wrong" In one of those weird American accents.
I am in-fact a full-born & grown citizen of England, of which is where the English language originated (Hence the ENG in English). And I told her that, and she kept trying to be smart-ass by trying to make me believe that the way Americans talk is the way everyone who uses the English language should talk like, at that point I got really pissed off with her and started being such an ass towards her with abusive comments about the way Americans have ruined the great English grammar, making it seem like a Language that idiots would use -- Don't get me wrong, I know there is a lot of idiots in our community, but the way she made it sound made me think America were the true problem with our language.

After a while of me bitching off at her she went silent and stop talking to her friends, I am not sure if she was in a Private-chat or an IM or what, but I know I had got her either really pissed off with me, or made her feel like a complete idiot.
Anyway, after a few minutes of silence she said to me and I quote; "You do not know anything of the American-English language, the language you people use in England is messed up anyway!"
That's when I got REALLY pissed off and continued bitching at her about how England was where their language was formed from, because seriously, if the Americans made the language, why didn't they just call it the American Language, Because they didn't create it, they only made the ENGLISH language adapt to their country, and they're accusing us citizens of England of using the English language wrong??? That's just seriously BULLSHIT.
America has ruined everything about the grammar used in the English language, making up words that actually don't even make sense of any sort.

And what made me hate this woman even more is that she has a personal grudge against anybody that isn't white, or who does not come from the US of A(ssholes), so not only is she a dumb-fuck, but she is racist! What more is there to hate about her? The fact she hasn't got a job, spends all her life on the Internet, eating her way through Big Macs constantly (No I am not lying, her Profile picture was of a fat-lady with a McDonalds bag next to her, and for the records: I DON'T Have anything against obese people, they're still people no matter what size).

Anyway, I just had enough of the shit she had been saying so I ended up booting her across the sim I was in at the time with my personal Sephibox (Badass Physical/Scripted box) after saying "If you're so smart and know everything about the English language, go read the English Dictionary for Dummies and see if you are in-fact correct".

Now, do you understand what I meant?

Setting out on a new adventure

2008-07-15T17:21:00.003+01:00

Well... When I say new adventure, it isn't really new to me, just a different view on it.

Anyway; this adventure begins with my knowlege and expirience of building & scripting with SL & .LSL services, as you should already know I own and maintain a shop of which I monitor daily, although sales are not doing quite as well as I thought, things are going nicely, the shop itself is completed, in terms of interior & exterior design, all the items that I have FINISHED are already on sale, and many more to come, even those made by my dear friends from the old Aeazen Combine group, now known as the International Sixfold Union (ISU).

I myself have been with the ISU/AC since the begining, and have never abandon them since, and not likely to in the future, as they understand the truth of building/scripting/sculpting and what not, anyway, the ISU is a very intellegent and utter-most epic Organization of which I am glad to be a part of, as we are always doing something, whether we are planning things to make, building some new gadget that we think will be a best selling item, or if we're just lounging around having a laugh while planning our future City-scape sim.

The International Sixfold Union was founded and is currently led by General Yiyuan (In-world name), he is the brains behind everything that happens, and an awesome builder himself. The ideas he comes up with are brilliant and mind-bending!

Another member of the ISU who is also a long-term member, an awesome builder & scripter is Prometheus Dogval, he builds more than he talks, which is nessacarily a good thing as it always keeps us interested and inspired.
I myself am a slow & more laid back builder, although I get builds done very quickly, I don't build one thing after another, I can only build when inspired. Though, I should be building like crazy during the remaining of the Summer, which will mean more builds to sell, more money to put in the pot.

Speaking of builds, the other night I spent a good few hours on drawing a design for a new project I've been meaning to do... And then spent another few hours building that project - The project in question is still being made and has not been named, and has only been seen by a few. I'm keeping the actual brilliance of the project kept stored in my head so that I can release the sheer epicness of it in the future.
It isn't completed, though it is a completely different project compared to my previous projects and designs, I myself am suprised about how this came around to enter my thoughts, I guess the years I've been with SL I've finally hit a Epic-Build Idea, like those that many others have done.

Anyway, I wanted to inform people of a new design of a cannon that I have developed, it is in a very original Villota-Faction form, but more darker and more of a violent look to it, I will get round to scripting it some day, that I'm making sure of, however, the prim-scale of it isn't funny, already it hits the 1,000 Prim point, the finished version will be much bigger. though once complete I will start building a tower that I've already made a base design of on paper.

The tower will be used as Villota-Faction Headquarters, which will also be shared by the International Sixfold Union (If they want to).

Well, that is all I wanted to write for now, I will keep this page updated with the development and designs of the projects that we are developing of late, I may add some scans of the drawings I did of the future Villota-Faction HQ tower sometime. But for now, I bid you a good day.

Jamie's Store & Studio (RE-OPENED)

2008-07-09T23:59:00.000+01:00

It has been a few months since I owned a store - - Last store I owned was 'RaNDoM' which was at Covenant, however I had lost the ownership of the land where that store was because of all the account problems I had back then, I was forced to abandon all the land I owned since I wasn't able to pay Linden Lab the money I owed them for the peak-usage, however a few weeks ago I was able to get my account re-activated and get a new payment file.
Before; I used to pay Linden Lab by using PayPal, but my PayPal account had been bugged and wasn't working properly, so I had to delete that from my account and add up my Credit Card - Yes I know it's not always safe putting a credit card on anything Online, but SL is most trustworthy.

Anyway, a few days ago I upgraded back to premium and bought a new plot of land, next door to the one I love! - - The store I own now is located in Saint Clair. (SLURL Will be provided at the end of this post).
The land I bought is being used as both a Store and a Studio.

Now, the store isn't completed and only holds a few items right now, but soon I will make more items for the vendors to sell. However, it will take around a few months to complete the whole thing.
The Studio however is a place where people can relax & chill out listening to music or watching media on the TV - - However the studio is off-limits of late and is being used as a private sky-box, anyway, when the studio is completed you may be able to access it via-teleport devices I will put down in the store on the ground.

My store will be selling various things when completed, mainly Neko items (When I get round to those), Weapons, Airships, Gestures, Clothing and other avatar accessories & full-avatars.

I hope to have more than the current three items I have up right now by the end of the month... If I don't make anything else and put them in the shop by August I'm going to get really ticked off at myself and probably start harming myself.

Anyway I hope to see you guys come round to my Store one day...

Jamie's Store SLURL: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Saint%20Clair/231/183/50
Jamie's Studio SLURL: Coming Soon

Returning to SecondLife

2008-06-25T23:01:00.000+01:00

Hello and Welcome to my Public Second Life Blog... If you have read the 'About Me' section then you would know by now I am an Old-Time member of SL.
Although I have left so many times that I have lost count, such as just recent I had lost my account to Linden Labs by being Canceled due to an over-due of one of my payments, but after a while I was able to pay them the money I owed, and now I am back and able to amaze my friends with my new building projects! Hehe...

Anyway, I was really sleepy when I was writing everything in my Blog, so I'll end tonight's postings for now and continue them later on.

Thank You for taking an interest in my Second Life... Feel free to message me in game at any time, I'll reply to all messages (as long as they're not immature or upsetting messages). Enjoy your lives, but don't forget you still have a life in reality.